ATHENS
26.3.'93, Greece, Athens, Pallas Theater, Madredeus
enters with familiarity as they find in the wooden stage the home's
floor, the clothes-tree, the kitchen and the bedroom. They walk on
the pavement with the tranquility of whom is walking down the central
street of a small town, stopping in front of the shops and behaving
with that automatisms that allows you to think and to be elsewhere,
while your body carries out the tasks that the world order us.
But in that case it is not the world which asks
the exibition of Madredeus, but the circumstance, the place, the
hour, the lights, and that altered perception of the senses that
we have when we perceive that art will happen just before it shows.
Madredeus was nothing more than necessary.
The dress of the musicians was the usual, elegant and sober, of that elegance consequent to your expression, of that elegance which is obvious consequence of your glance. Teresa is strangely dressed, in black. A gown to the knee on two shoes that seem to come from another time. In that ancient shape that make the foot similar to the earth for umbleness and nobility, making the entire person an appendix of the ground, a sculpted and fashionable stalagmite. She wears a jacket widely low-necked, vaguely masculine which opens to a black body neither chaste nor malicious, but simply disquieting. The hairstyle is wildly traditional, gathered on the nape, while a black band wrap up the beautiful head, allowing only to a rebel and long forelock to pour out on the right cheek. The shadow of that forelock tear the face from that apparent canvas which is the stage in order to give it to a reality which crave for it.
The show starts in the shadow. Obscurity which
suffocates the audience and lays its veil on the entire stage leaving
light only on the white skin of Teresa, wrapped up on the microphone
as to protect it. The face of Teresa is the only source of light
and sound, the only real presence in that moment of art. Teresa is
lonely in an space altered by what we want to do with it. The obscurity
make the theater a world on its own that we can easily imagine as
we want it to be, where the voice of Teresa is the only music and
her face the only shape.
The song talks about Lisbon and is entitled "A
Cidade". The playing is kept slow, beating and alternates the wave
to the backwash on the beach which is the audience. We would say
"Panta Rei", "All Flows", and, talking about Madredeus, we would
be right.
Teresa sings with the eyes shut, pardoning us
of her eyes, of her smile and letting us the suffering pang that
bends her on the microphone in a torsion similar to that of a kiss,
a long awaited kiss that can harm you. She opens her eyes when she
stops singing, as if the look and the singing have the same origin
and though, maybe, the same cause.
The show continues, necessary, consequent. It
arrives softly to "O Pomar das Laranjeiras" and when I listen to
the first notes, my heart seem to want to break.
It is a new Teresa, absolutely different. A Teresa
that has definitely changed my certainties. She pronounces the first
words while her body starts to bend like a solid body under an overwhelming
pressure. A bending that seems caused by the weight of the music, as
if the body of Teresa materializes over itself the spirit of the
music in order to sustain it. She shuts her eyes while the skin of
her face stretchs and contracts in an unnatural way. The hand grabs
firmly the microphone, as to make it a hold for a climb, an edge of a
rock on which her heart shipwrecked. The other hand, the left one,
rise toward the face, as it want to grab the hold dramatically small
for two hands. The hand, so, twists to the back, widely open in the
trial to open behind the nature's limit, in the manner of who is
suffering too much to sustain and tries to drive away the pain to the
limbs which are shakened, twisted and bended.
The voice is unbelievable, and for that reason,
my senses find a haven in the face of Teresa, in her hand vibrating
for the stress. Teresa is incredibly beautiful. I have never seen
her in that way; so really beautiful, so veraciously beautiful. Beautiful
of a beauty showed and hidden in a malicious way; the make up is
dark, charming and temptating. The dress is the contrast between
two wills: one which don't want to charm and the other which want
to seduce. It is a Teresa who is romp, girl, young woman but also
teen-ager. It is a Teresa of a blasphemous beauty. Really blasphemous,
because in its showing off there is a challenge, an outrage, the
proposition of a divine of pagan uman, sinful origin. As the "San
Matthew and the angel" by Caravaggio was blasphemous not for
the choice of how to describe the subject, but in the excessive beauty
of the painting which make the subject something real, consistent,
living, so Teresa Salgueiro is blasphemous because concretize ideally
that pair, that antinomy of holy and profane, of earthly and heavenly.
Newton brought toghether the two worlds, the earthly and the heavenly,
through science. Teresa Salgueiro made it that night through singing
and looking.
Teresa sang that song in a way that offended
my ears, my ability to comprehend and all my feeling. I was offended
because for the first time I discover that is possible to make perceivable
an intensity of feelings superior to that that I have ever felt.
She altered the song, she gained possess of it, she materialized
her loved one, the field of the orange trees (the "Pomar das Laranjeiras")
and she became the author of that words and the protagonist of that
story, of that love. I have never listened Teresa singing like that.
The end of the song provokes an emotional fall,
an abyss of silence filled by the cries of my soul already addicted
to that notes. The next song was "Amanha", "Morning", when Teresa
became another one, she became joy, happyness and purity. She looked
to the sky that her eyes have painted on the ceiling and it seemed
that she was really seeing that inexplicable cyan described in the
song. She told us her story and her face transfigure for the joy
in that happyness that find genuinity in the reflection that has
in whom is seeing it. It is instantly perceivable and, differently
from the acted happyness, it flows from the glance, from the hands
and from the voice and is able to change the life of whom is witnessing
it.
The concert ends describing the end of a natural
cycle, accelerated and intensified by music. As water do, the music
of Madredeus rised from the sea of music to the clear sky of the
pure ideas and is now raining on us quenching the thirst of the earth
of our soul. And, as the sky after every rain, my soul has a more
intense, pure and true colour.